Lost in the Foreground

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Cover art, Rumours of Light 2, by Judith Martinez, courtesy of the artist   

Lost in the Foreground was published by Duffy & Snellgrove, Sydney, in 2003. A second edition was published by Picaro Press, Warner’s Bay, NSW, in 2008. The Picaro Press edition has been reissued in 2017 as an imprint of Ginninderra Press. In Australia it is available directly from the publisher’s site (search for Stephen Edgar from that page). Overseas it can be purchased on Amazon and Book Depository and similar sites.

 

Three poems from Lost in the Foreground are displayed on this page:

“The Complete Works”, on the site home page, is also from Lost in the Foreground.
 

Incident at Grantley Manor

Seven o’clock, the time set in his mind
Like herbs displayed in aspic, as the chimes
Were striking. Then the squeaking of his shoes’

Black leather tread, pacing those measures down
The first-floor hall, where sunset’s apricot
Was oozing nectar through the open doors.

Her voice, conspiratorial and astonished,
Called him across the bedroom’s drowning cube
Towards the window. How well Miss Waterson

Remembers it: “Please come and look at this,
Mr Devine;” the clock on the mantelpiece
Rehearsing for the hour of seven. She pointed

Down. There, a moving picture on the lawn,
His father, like a patient whose long months
Of immobility meant learning afresh

The art of walking, climbing the light’s green slope
Towards the summer house, looking intently
As though for a cuff link or a signature.

That evening he still thinks of, lying now,
No longer needing lessons for his legs,
How he cast back his glance and saw the windows

Blazing like cats’ eyes on his uselessness,
And in that golden mirror, two gold figures
Recording him, two shadows of dark gold —

Miss Waterson (was it?) and another one —
And then took out his watch on which the hands
Were so meticulously assembling seven.

Young Emily, appointed just the week
Before, came rushing to the stairs — she’d seen
Him stumble — to advise Mr Devine

About his father’s fall. And so, almost
Immobilized herself in that clinging syrup,
She observed the hall clock’s quaint rendition of

Seven, the time set clearly in his mind
Like summer herbs in aspic, as the chimes
Were striking. Then the squeaking of his shoes’

Black leather tread, pacing those measures down
The corridor, where sunset’s apricot
Was oozing nectar through the open doors.

Her voice, companionable but astonished,
Floated across the bedroom’s drowning cube
As he descended. How well Miss Waterson

Remembers it: “Please come and look at this;”
And Emily, who had just been taken on
That week, came rushing to the window. She pointed

Down, smartly on the stroke of seven. There,
A moving picture on the lawn, was old
Mr Devine, like a patient whose long months

Of immobility meant learning afresh
The art of walking, climbing the light’s green slope
Abstractedly towards the rose garden.

That evening he still thinks of, lying now,
No longer needing lessons for his legs,
How he cast back his glance and saw the windows

Glaring like cats’ eyes on his helplessness,
And in that golden mirror, two gold figures
Gesticulating, two shadows of dark gold —

The new girl (was it?) and another one —
And then took out his watch on which the hands
Were so laboriously assembling seven.

Miss Waterson, with Emily behind her
In a panic, dashed to the stairs to find
Mr Devine, anxious to let him know

About his father’s fall. And there they saw him,
Almost immobile in that clinging syrup,
And heard the hall clock’s muffled tolling of

Seven, the time set firmly in his mind…

Silk Screen

Furnished across a table,
The long provisions of midafternoon:
The cups, according as each tongue is able
To stand the heat, more or less full, and strewn
About a slewed and wrinkled
Expanse of damask that is crumb-besprinkled

With biscuit, scone and cake,
Freighted with plates and variously stained.
A gathering suffused with the slight ache
Of an old familial boredom, unexplained,
Transacted intimately.
Behind the group the windowed estuary,

Which until now had been
Delayed among such subtleties as those
Played out inside, too dull to make a scene,
Emerges from its featureless repose.
Now as the winter light
Sinks yet one more degree into respite,

Its talcum powder greys,
Ranked far towards the city, screen on screen,
Bewitchingly detain what they erase,
Assembling a new scene from the unseen,
So that the pooled and pleated
Spread of river, tree stencils, mist-deleted

Bluffs and bays, the tiers
Of suburbs from the foreshore’s basque of foam
Up to the foothills — everything inheres
Ghosted behind a wash of monochrome.
A shadow light invades
Cloud, water, slopes: so many Chinese grades

Of columbine and pearl,
Layered against a parquetry of pewter,
Gunmetal plates and sheets of faded merle.
Uncolours lost to colour, rendered neuter
(A glintless skyey sheen
Of eau de nil that is bankrupt of green,

A Copenhagen blue
Deprived of blue), obsessing concentration
By drawing each declared outline and hue
Into a hushed grisaille of intimation.
Through mantling of matt silk
Seeps a pine rumour. Drowned in shadowed milk,

Loomings ride up and swim
Of breath-faint hulls and mastheads. Over there on
The docks, some gantry stain behind the scrim
Stands groping. Steeped in day, a half-guessed heron
Silently intercedes
Among the lead-lit shallows where it feeds.

And now, melting as if
Oozed from the river’s deep to its bleared bank,
One solitary blush mark, a rose gliff
Of sun, escapes the cloud on the mountain’s flank
And instantly instils
A drop of dye that quickens where it spills.

Absorbed into the screen
They’re ranged against, the figures face to face,
Sipping and mumbling cake, chatting between
Mouthfuls, become still shadows at its base
To at least one pair of eyes,
For which the window mounts its final guise.

The sun cannot resist
Showing the flag of imperial Japan
(Except translucent, moted with the mist),
Whose bars of apricot and salmon fan
That band of liquor which
Their deepening audacities enrich.

The river’s ash and nacre
Are flooded where the crimsons grow across,
And as those figures dim to simulacra
Tableaued in black, the screen redeems its loss,
Ransoming in red
The colours afternoon had forfeited.

Fantasia on a Theme by Thomas Tallis

This must be it: the gales, like an invasion
.........................Of Huns,
Storm through the island. Big trees strip
Off limbs against the grating sky’s abrasion
And drag their roots; the whack of blown light stuns
.............The flanks of sheds;
.........................Flags rip
Themselves daylong on flexing poles to shreds

Atop the flexing bravado of office blocks.
.........................All round,
Peeled-up roofing and cladding slams
Back and forth like the writhings of a fox,
Dementedly ensnared, that can smell the hound.
.............(A brick wall halts
.........................A pram’s
Attempt at the land speed record, with somersaults.)

The very air is a monstrous luffing sail,
.........................Within
Which all these forms and their loud claims
Are strands in a fabric tested till it fail.
One snapped thread and the fancied discipline
.............Will burst apart,
.........................In flames
Of rags, a wound of absence at its heart.

At home behind the bending glass, aghast,
.........................Agog,
I sway to Spem in Alium
By Tallis, voices in a gale swept past,
Or through me, voices swelling like a drogue,
.............And threatened by
.........................The thrum
Of air, as are the wind-warped hills and sky.

O holy voices! Not one word or wound,
.........................One shred
Of their doxology can sway
Me to belief. In faith, I am not tuned
In all this turbulence to a thing they’ve said.
.............And how much less
.........................Do they
Then sing to me, whom they cannot address?

But in that less is the voice I’m listening for,
.........................When all
The solaces on which we’re buoyed
Have burst, the last funds of belief in store
Ripped like the petty fabrics in a squall,
.............Tatters about
.........................A void
That forms the throat through which all this cries out.


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